Hurry Up and Wait!!!

Ever get that feeling that you raced to be somehwere, with the death fear of being late? And once you arrive, circumstances are that -sigh- now you get to wait for who knows how long!!!

That's my life right now! Just in generalities I can say that I've been looking forward to making progress in my life... I've taken that first uncomfortable step and have such strong screaming WAIT!!!!!s that I am/did. But instead of better and more clear cut, things are gettier muddier and muckier within the holding pattern. So I'm feeling it's time to take that next uncomfortable step... And I guess I am the dreamer that this life can be a "happily ever after" and you can make everybody happy - at least be appeased. So, no, life is not easy and sometimes not understandable, but....I think we just need to keep trying to be/do the best we can.

Men are that they might have joy. Joy comes in many different aspects and ways... I just know that my joy comes when I know I am right with God, and am doing the best I can with what I've got. I love the Gospel. I can live with people not being pleased with me if I am pleasing God, even if it's hard.

I am just grateful to all of you who read this blog that love me. I feel your love and support even when I've been non-communicative for a bit...I love you guys!